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Sorrows, Promises, and Forgiveness

Journal Entry: Wed May 15, 2013, 10:36 AM
I recently had someone very close to me pass away. I had always promised her I would help her with the short story she wanted to make, but it seems I'm too late. I've been lofted into a nearly crippling depression, the last thing I ever said to her was: "I'm sorry, I can't." I cannot stand myself because of that.

I never had anything in my younger years, other than my very few friends. I had always maintained a system of trust that was based on keeping my word. I had promised her that I would help her "soon" I was set to help her recently, then I learned she had died. I had broken the very thing I had based my life upon. It wasn't her trust that I had broken, I had broken my trust in myself. I had to do something.

Recently I found the outline for her short story: "His Greatest Invention" I followed it to create something I hope she would be proud of. As I was looking through old photos, one photo was sticking out of the book, the happiest day of my life, the day I met her.

  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: My recorded audio
  • Reading: My script
  • Watching: My revisions of my videos
  • Playing: WHO KNOWS
  • Eating: Food.
  • Drinking: Coffee


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AcidKraken Mar 28, 2014  Student General Artist
thanks for the fave c:
FeConstante Mar 28, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you so much for the fave on frostbite :3
Emo-Catboy Mar 28, 2014  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
Thank you for the fave!
Harijizo Mar 10, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
thanks for the watch, you rock :iconyeahplz:
Thanks for the watch
NauticalSparrow Dec 17, 2013  Professional Digital Artist
DrifterJellybean Nov 27, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Hello there! :wave:

It's been a while, The4BladeReaper! :D
yahiroxyuki Nov 24, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
i'm here to inform you that i have moved to a new account
many of my watchers missed this so i'm notifying you incase
if you could please rewatch me there
that would be wonderful!

thanks for your time
Thanks for the watch!
thanks for fav of Reflecting Fugue :)
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