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Sorrows, Promises, and Forgiveness

Journal Entry: Wed May 15, 2013, 10:36 AM
Sorrows
I recently had someone very close to me pass away. I had always promised her I would help her with the short story she wanted to make, but it seems I'm too late. I've been lofted into a nearly crippling depression, the last thing I ever said to her was: "I'm sorry, I can't." I cannot stand myself because of that.

Promises
I never had anything in my younger years, other than my very few friends. I had always maintained a system of trust that was based on keeping my word. I had promised her that I would help her "soon" I was set to help her recently, then I learned she had died. I had broken the very thing I had based my life upon. It wasn't her trust that I had broken, I had broken my trust in myself. I had to do something.

Forgiveness
Recently I found the outline for her short story: "His Greatest Invention" I followed it to create something I hope she would be proud of. As I was looking through old photos, one photo was sticking out of the book, the happiest day of my life, the day I met her.

  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: My recorded audio
  • Reading: My script
  • Watching: My revisions of my videos
  • Playing: WHO KNOWS
  • Eating: Food.
  • Drinking: Coffee

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AcidKraken Mar 28, 2014  Student General Artist
thanks for the fave c:
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FeConstante Mar 28, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you so much for the fave on frostbite :3
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Emo-Catboy Mar 28, 2014  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
Thank you for the fave!
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Harijizo Mar 10, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
thanks for the watch, you rock :iconyeahplz:
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Thanks for the watch
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NauticalSparrow Dec 17, 2013  Professional Digital Artist
:iconiloveitplz::icondevwatchplz:
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DrifterJellybean Nov 27, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Hello there! :wave:

It's been a while, The4BladeReaper! :D
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yahiroxyuki Nov 24, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
hello!
i'm here to inform you that i have moved to a new account
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many of my watchers missed this so i'm notifying you incase
if you could please rewatch me there
that would be wonderful!

thanks for your time
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Thanks for the watch!
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thanks for fav of Reflecting Fugue :)
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